Don't talk in my tongue to impress me, talk in your own and amaze me!

I saw my reflection in the mirror and thought "Who am I to judge you?" only to say out loud "I am you!".. If I'm not my own judge, then no one should be..

Changes

We change, everything changes but the more often we do change, the more we get to know as who we really are, get to know what matters and what doesn't matter.. We change and realise that we're not who we used to be.. We tend to remember who we used to be and maybe miss our old selves but we've grown and have to understand that what once was will never be the same again as we know better now than we did back then..

Human

You push, you demand, you poke your will right through my skin
You lay your worries onto my shoulders and don’t care whether I’m wearing thin
Yes we joke, yes we laugh but you like to take it too far and get me fumin’
Have you forgotten, have you forgotten that I’m only human?

I’m human which means that I care
I’m human which means that I feel
I’m human which means that I dare
That I dare to be real
I fight for more, fight to survive
Fight like you, to be recognised

Your opinions babble out your mouth like fuel hits fire
You want me to listen until my ears bleed, my approval is your desire
You make me watch you stab backs with your dirty knife, crueller than a Roman
But have you forgotten, have you forgotten that I’m only human?

I’m human which means that I care
I’m human which means that I feel
I’m human which means that I dare
That I dare to be real
I fight for more, fight to survive
Fight like you, to be recognised

When have you become so selfish? When have you become so blind?
Am I the one not following or have you just lost your mind?
Does it shock you that I react? Did you think I would play your game?
When have you forgotten that I’m human and you and I ought to be the same?

I’m human which means that I care
I’m human which means that I feel
I’m human which means that I dare
That I dare to be real
I fight for more, fight to survive
Fight like you, to be recognised 

(Currently transformed into a song)

Re-evaluate

I'm my own worst enemy, random is my philosophy..

The thrill to live on the edge, the boredom of wise decisions is what thrives me but drives me further away from myself..

I choose to lose the battles I fight within myself, driven by the curiosity of the outcome..

I watch my body and my life fall into pieces and only have a disinterested shrug as response "I can always fix it again"..

I crave for more, I seek and push for my limits..

And still, even though and after all, I'm not ready to let go, I'm not ready to lose it all, I'm not ready to be done and dusted.. Life's too damn interesting!

I've read somewhere that "what you risk reveals what you value"..
Life's all I've got, I guess I have to re-evaluate..

Maybe it's because I find challenges exciting, maybe it's because it keeps me going, maybe it's because I'm not used to and therefore not satisfied with a mediocre life..

Maybe I just need to grow up! But maybe the thought of that bores me!